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Intro (demo)
03:04
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I feel no pain
I’ve become immune to whatever comes my way
I promised myself I would never love another
I’m lifting the weight of the world off my shoulders
I’ve admitted I’m lost
Now let me sail, let me try to find my way
Someday you’ll find me where this never mattered
I’m lifting the weight of the world off my shoulders
‘Cause I’ve got the weight of the world on my shoulders
Lifting the weight of the world off my shoulders
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I know I’ve kept my distance
Radio silence for all this time
I had to start over as I found no treasure
After searching through night and day
I lifted my anchor and like a skilled sailor
Rode the high seas to find
Who among the best of you I left behind
When I lost my way
In shame, I will never be recognized
In doubt, I will never be strong
But in confidence, I can be something
As long as I’m yours
I thought I could strive on my own and rely
On the tide to make it back home, but I
Found it ain’t worth it to catch any waves
If I know you’re gone
In shame, I will never be recognized
In doubt, I will never be strong
But in confidence, I could be something
As long as I’m yours
For what’s left of my time
I’ll fight for my survival
With you in mind
Brave and immortal
And one day
When we finally come together
We’ll become immune to
What comes our way
In shame, I will never be recognized
In doubt, I will never be strong
But in confidence, I could be something
As long as I’m yours
As long as I’m yours
And in pain, I will never be anything
But with you I will always be strong
And in confidence, I will be someone
As long as I’m yours
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My Way (demo)
04:22
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I spent a long time at the wrong place
Trying to shed some light on my dark days
Going nowhere
Had I really lost my way?
Waiting for someone else to answer my
Questions and bring me reason
But I’ve realized that only I
Could make it my own
I know that it ain’t perfect
But it’s my life
I know that it’s all worth it
I can’t deny it
And I can finally say
For the first time
In a long time
That I’m living my way
I spent a long time singing the wrong lines
Trying to make it straight to the airwaves
Going nowhere
Had I really lost my way?
I won’t be waiting for no one else to answer my
Questions and bring me reason
‘Cause I’ve realized that only I
Can make it my own
I know that it ain’t perfect
But it’s my life
I know that it’s all worth it
I can’t deny it
And I can finally say
For the first time
In a long time
That I’m living my way
I’ve let go of all my apprehensions
And I know that I need to be unbroken
But you have to understand
I don’t nee a helping hand
I can face this world on my own
I’ve let go of all my expectations
And I know that you can’t save me now
‘Cause I don’t need to be saved
I don’t need to run away
This is my home and I know
I know that it ain’t perfect
But it’s my life
I know that it’s all worth it
I can’t deny it
And I can finally say
I’m at the right place right time
And working on a future so bright
I’m living my way
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You Were Mine (demo)
03:19
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Maybe this isn’t how it should be
What if we opened the wound and let it bleed
But you and me
We can’t wake from our sleep
Even though we don’t belong here
‘Cause we’re a different breed
I had a dream
Where our souls were set free
We danced on our graves for all eternity
I came here
To tell you the story
When we looked at each other and knew
That in that moment of peace
You were mine
It was just a matter of time because you don’t belong to me
But for a minute we tried to know how happy we could be
And for a second you opened the door into your soul
And I was yours
But we’re no more
Now I must leave
And go back where I’m buried
I wouldn’t want to wake all the others
At their final resting place
But I hope
That maybe one day
You’ll look back at the moment we shared
Where all doubt had been erased
And you were mine
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Home (instrumental demo)
04:05
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This is what I had written so far for this track before we started recording vocals. I didn't write down what I wrote when recording, so this is all there is:
Maybe now you’ll see
That nothing can get to me
I’m empty of everything
Blame it on a feeling that it’s all ending
Or maybe that life’s lost all its meaning
But nothing can get to me
I’m empty of everything
So go ahead and rip me open
To see what’s broken
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All For Nothing (demo)
04:30
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So sorry it took so long
To find the time to write this song
But the past little while, you can’t deny
That you and I just feels so wrong
So was it all worth it
Or was it all for nothing
Tell me did you just fake it
I bet you
And that’s the way it is
This is what we’ve come to
And it means the end for me
Can you believe it was all for nothing
Now you know where I have drawn the line
I’ve had enough I’m taking what’s mine
So did you think that you could ever fool me
That I was gonna let you win again
If this is really what you thought of me then
I’m better off without you in the end
It’s safe to say that it was all for nothing
Now you know where I have drawn the line
I’ve had enough I’m taking what’s mine
I’ll free my soul then I will take my time
To let you know I’m doing just fine
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Forever (demo)
03:52
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I don’t really know where to start
I don’t even know if I’m at the end already
But if only I could find a way to win your heart
Then I know you could save my soul
All the days and all the nights
Where I have stayed awake to write
Simple words of love that I
Had never thought would sound so right
Was I wrong to think that you and I could be together
‘Cause I know I could hold on to you forever
I want you to take me home
And never let me go
I really don’t know where to start
I’m not even sure if I know myself anymore
‘Cause I’ve ben lost for so long so don’t let me go
‘Cause I know you could take me home
All the days and all the nights
Where I have stayed awake to write
Simple words of love that I
Had never though would sound so right
Am I wrong to think that you and I could be together
‘Cause I know I could hold on to you forever
And I want you to take me home
And never let me go
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This is all I have
This is all my life
Because there is nothing that makes me feel
As alive as the love we have
There is something inside of me
Like a flame that burns forever
The everlasting desire
To be free
To live my dream
There is something inside of me
Screaming we belong together
And we are never giving up
On being free
And living our dream
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The Hurt (demo)
04:41
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Get off your knees, brother
The heat has blurred your vision
Here in the cold weather
Your tears will live forever
Oh! how it feels to love and
Not be loved in return
Stand up and feel the hurt
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Run Away (demo)
03:07
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I’ve tried to leave it all behind
But maybe I’m not much of a man after all
Because instead of fighting the monsters in my mind
Escaping to your arms is all I want
‘Cause all the pain that I’ve known
Is going to swallow me whole
I need a change
I have to run away
Where all my tears and worries
Are nothing but distant memories
I need a change
I have to run away
I’ve tried, I’ve tried so hard
But maybe I am not that strong I can’t go on
There is nothing, no warmth left in my heart
And escaping to your arms is all I want
‘Cause all the pain that I’ve known
Is going to swallow me whole
I need a change
I have to run away
Where all my tears and worries
Are nothing but distant memories
I need a change
I have to run away
‘Cause all your pain and sorrow
Will be resolved and no more
I need a change
I have to run away
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You’re gonna have to believe me
And all the promises I have made
‘Cause I am here for a reason
I want to take you higher
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16. |
Outro (demo)
02:53
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